Carolee Beckham

What I thought would break me, did in fact do just that. It broke me wide open to emerge, the heroine of my own story. We all are on a quest to discover the deepest love within. And if we look at the catalysts as our greatest guides on this path, what comes from our depths can be pure magical transformation.

I truly know that our deepest wounds can be alchemized into our greatest gifts. I know this because I've lived it. It is my purpose to share this embodied truth with the world and to help others find their greatest story within.

Britton Beckham

I want to tell you that the journey of healing has been the greatest experience of my life. Healing doesn't have to be "all work", there is a lot of magic that unfolds all along the way!

Committing to your healing, at all costs, is the most important thing you can do with your life! It's a bold statement, I know, but I'm dead serious about it.

I'm honored to share my story of transforming the experience of infidelity into a thriving life of love, respect, trust and deep union with my beloved, Carolee. 🙏

As of September 5, 2024, we've been married for 15 years. We are parents to four children and are so incredibly in love. But our marriage has been anything but easy.

Over the course of our 15-year relationship, betrayal was more than just a one-time occurrence. We know that betrayal can come in various forms, because we’ve lived it.

In Spring of 2018 we hit an all-time low in our relationship and finally saw that we needed to give maximum priority to our individual healing.

We began couples therapy and individual therapy. This was just the beginning of a deep dive into our emotional health exploration. The pattern of behavior had to be fully and consciously confronted in order to be healed.

From 2020 onward, healing has been our way of life. We’ve been on a journey to free ourselves from our own enslavement and this course is a complete distillation of our lived wisdom.

Britton and I have completely transformed our relationship with each other and most importantly our relationship with our own selves.

Infidelity is a rampant and widespread problem in modern society but is still often judged and very taboo to talk about. It is our intention to turn that upside down so that couples can turn these deep wounds into the gateway of their freedom.

A Quick Look at Our Transformation over 5 years

• Leaving entrenched organized religion to pursue our individual spiritual paths

• Deep healing around co-dependence in our relationship

• Healing co-dependence with parents and family (this is highly related to the partnership dynamic)

• Deep healing around patriarchy and its grip upon the divine feminine and masculine

• Deep healing on spiritual perceptions around what is right and what is wrong (cultural morality)

• Deep healing around patterns of infidelity, self-love, and betrayal trauma

• Deep healing in personal sovereignty

• Dissolving our marriage and rebuilding our relationship on our terms, with new agreements

• Deep healing and re-education around sexual expression, sexual freedom, and embodiment

• Extensive reprogramming around manifestation work, ritual and spiritual practices and their meaning

• Leaving the 9-5 work structure, stepping into deeper unknowns and greater levels of freedom

• Healing our perceptions around how to raise our children with our new awarenesses

• Eventually selling our home and everything we own to begin a soul pilgrimage that led our family around the world

• Reprogramming around what marriage and partnership is really about

• A commitment to the path of divine union

• Co-creating our reality with Life as we surrender

Your healing path is your awakening path. They are one and the same. As you heal your perceptions about yourself, the way you see your reality around you will automatically change... why? Because it's all connected!

How we think and feel about ourselves is recreated outside of us so that we can experience who we believe we are. Thus, as we heal those beliefs, reset our nervous system, and disidentify with our past, we become a new creature. What we are doing is walking down the pathway of transformation. It's a continual process of rebirth. Your healing takes you into the new you!

The new you is awakened, empowered again with life's blissful energy. You recognize your total personal authority over your life and step into a more sovereign way of living.

But like a sales pitch, THAT'S NOT ALL! 🤣

With your renewed vigor and love for your own life, you begin to attract all the things that you ever dreamed of, and more. You begin living in full synchronicity with life and the Creator.

The Benefits are Real!

• High level of emotional freedom and intelligence

• New foundation of trust in self

• Strong foundation of inner security

• Deeply fulfilling partnership

• Renewed family relationships

• Deeper connection with your children

• Embodied lovemaking

• New levels of self-empowerment

• Re-established trust in the Universe

• Greater awareness of Self

• Baseline of confident living

• Baseline of joy and gratitude for life

• Enriched connection to God/Source/Universe

• Release of somatic trauma of betrayal

• Awakening to your own inner purpose

• Authentic happiness

• Formation of healthy and secure attachments

• Tools to process your emotions healthily

• It keeps going...

I wake every morning, naked

Next to my lover

His body holding mine

I’m held in the most comfort I’ve ever experienced

Held so deeply by a man

Who has fought so hard to love me

He can finally hold me

Because I can hold myself

He rises daily to be my king

I rise to be his queen

One look, I flower

One touch, I cave

One kiss, we stay in bed all morning

All I crave is this bed and his body

When his breath is in my field

Any discomforts I feel

All alchemize into bliss

I close my eyes and there lives the linger of his kiss

It’s been a quest

Of epic proportions

To arrive at this place

That we’ve journeyed to discover

Deep within, like a dragons cave

The cavern of both of our hearts

Brought together, our own universe created

I am held always in cosmic love

Dear Fellow Journeyer,

I used to feel fear around my relationship. I used to judge every woman who wanted to be my husband’s friend. I used to feel fear about the world at large. I didn’t trust in the universe to protect me and keep me safe. And now I feel such grounded presence about my relationship.

I am safe in a partnership where there was no safety before. I am embodied in ways I never was before. I’m living my dream life and I have nothing to hide. It’s so liberating to live freely and honestly.

I still find irritations, I still have difficulties, I still struggle. But my love relationship is a source of the purest and deepest connection possible now.

Instead of it being the very thing that brought me to my depths, it’s now the very tool for my greatest happiness and presence in my life. Healing looks like a total transformation of the self and inner freedom from the emotional charges that hold so tightly onto us.

❤️‍🔥— Carolee

Unhealed, I was weak, untrusting, unable to trust myself. I ran from my emotions, not just because I didn't want to feel them or "deal" with them, but I had no understanding of how to do so. I was two different people, two totally different minds occupying the same body space. I hated myself, for so many reasons.

I didn't understand what was going on inside me. I was finding myself in situations jeopardizing all that I cared about most. Why?

Unhealed, the masculine creates chaos. He becomes the destroyer of his own life. The Universe must give him the experience of his raw unconscious creations in order for the pathway of liberation to be revealed.

The only way out was through sitting. Sitting in deep humility about my choices; in deep curiosity about what drove them; in deep love seeking forgiveness from my own self. I had to turn back at myself and get to know the true me, the person I had avoided most.

To The Men and Women on this Journey,

I sit and listen, I hold enormous space for her, for her expressions, for her emotions, for her body. I behold her.

I despised her, yet all I can do now is adore her. My entire heart has been handed over to her. I trust her deeply, because I finally trust myself. Her and I are one, we have become entangled, healthily, consciously, with purpose.

I wanted her to experience her deeply, fully, openly, unrestrained and unprotected. I now know her. She is my Queen, and I, her King. We see each other, we honor each other, we are in rapture, enraptured. Our union is our life together, it is sacred, beautiful, glorious.

I am truly in love. I chose into this place, it did not happen to me, it happened because of me.

Being healed is a reflection of the inner work done. In the deep inner dimensions of one's being lies all the answers. I have sought fiercely for the answers. All is now understood through the perceptions of the heart.

☮️🩷🕉️—Britton

Still Have Questions?

We get it! We understand the load that a decision like this feels inside. That's why we want you to know firstly, we'd love to have a personal conversation with you if you have questions or concerns.

Secondly, this decision is about choosing you. For partnerships, it's about choosing your individual self FIRST, then the relationship. Your journey of healing will give you the greatest opportunities at what life has to offer. This we are convinced of.

We'd love to chat. Request a 20-minute discovery call with us to ask questions and feel it out.